"Morbidity" © 1998-2002 by Morbid, C.A.C. und Art


Morbidity, in my head, I can feel it,
like an apple, and the time, in my mind
is so unreal.
Where´s my sanity?
Is it possible to survive?
Tears from the past, like a cruel pain...
...between my eyes!
The arbitrariness of life is my opponent.
Do you believe in destiny?
Where´s the green meadow with
the little farm and the small house?
Where are my dreams? I´ll have to think about that!
Am I insane? But the apple is my life!
I have to live!

What´s the meaning of my life?
It´s to live!
What´s the meaning of my life?
It´s to live!
What´s the meaning of my life?
It´s to live!
What´s the meaning of my life?
It´s to live!

The pain in my head, the truth in my mind,
life´s passing me by, there´s nobody who said:
"Get up, this is just a dream!
...and the apple, the apple in my head,
in my head!
Why can´t I eat this apple, why not this apple, why?
Why can´t I eat this apple, why not this apple, why?
Only a piece of time? This is really the first
apple to destroy me!
Because - my way - is to live!

What´s the meaning of my life?
It´s to live!
What´s the meaning of my life?
It´s to live!
What´s the meaning of my life?
It´s to live!
What´s the meaning of my life?
It´s to live!

Get up, this is just a dream!
Get up, this is just a dream!
Get up, this is just a dream!
Get up, this is just a dream!
Get up, this is just a dream!
Get up, this is just a dream!
Get up, this is just a dream!
Get up, this is a dream!

And...

The blood spurting out of my head
through my eyes, blind, nearly dead!
This life is something you cannot mend!
And the pain will never, never ever end.
Will I die in cold or heat?
The dust in my eyes like pepper on meat!
Drowning in this grimy gutter of blood,
The stars reflected dimly in the filth and mud.

I wanna live! I wanna live!
I wanna live! I wanna live!
I wanna live! I wanna live!
I wanna live! I wanna live!
I wanna live! I wanna live!
I wanna live! I wanna live!
I wanna live! I wanna live!
I wanna live! I have to live!

I wanna live! I wanna live!
I wanna live! I wanna live!
I wanna live! I wanna live!
I wanna live! I have to live!